BLACKLVER

If I drew a line and you decided where it ends and begins Will I have to draw another one to continue what I was doing? If I draw a circle with the ends that touch you won't be able to tell much  about the curves that add up Like the curves that are continuous When we all are the same Where should I place my creativity? Next to your divinity Next to the place  I should sit and show my face Pretty Face no place for brains The pretty body no place to build Indifferent, too different  But the same in only the ways that cause me to understand Your existence  Belongs to you Your existence is a gift to me Something borrowed Something new something dangerous to pursue that's the beauty that is you No explanation for the things I care not for but abuse It is abuse to ignore anyone's truth I acknowledge but will not adapt it belongs to you like a home visit I will leave it the way I came Leaving only my company to be had again...

Spelling I N T Internalization eternal I/E Is it me or is it everybody? Is it I or everyone? Discrimination within the tongue If I feel I am better than all the things I have not become than how am I to ever enjoy them? English Inglés Can I say I love everyone? At your best you are love. I love that about you. ləv Love turns everyone upside down hubun sounds too close to husband fik’iri Sounds more like fuckery Love has killed me at no cost to any participant Love can create many things maybe if we never use the word it can live up to the meaning Back to black Back to the base back to see my face It's starting to be straight and curved curved around something new something better than my hue Hue Hefner Ladies of many shades that needed to be more than a heifer Heifer Female cow, a young female, who has not yet birth show your tittes before they drop Before they start to reflect what you are not Young...

Mystery in the midst When someone writes you in to things that never exist Misty mist How the taste of water droplets seem to change Something salty Something sweet Something bitter Something softer Something hard Something clear Something long Water changing around my taste buds Seem to want this body to feel like forever This love dance of beating drums against this skin Formerly intimate in the water of a belly The day we separated I heard the air replace our love You passed me on Like a father giving to a groom His beautiful treasure The person he put his forever in Air and I have kissed everyday since Lately I've been making babies Gas and air have been fighting me lately Asking me to leave room for eternity I've been wanting to kiss water lately To hear the rush of waves to the eardrum I always start to think it's the end when water becomes my only focus It's a new belly to be in. New water to make beats in A new soundtrack God wha...

Sometimes I forget how to lose I forget how L's feel  I'm unsure if I am the hero or villain I've been vacant of jealousy for as long as I can remember In love with potential just as long  I forget that I'm called many things. I forget to play the role. Playing the role of beauty and beast  Gets exhausting when I know how beautiful the beast really is. How the beast with two backs is really us against the world. How is it my love, that love is only in your reflection? Why can I shoot time down and jump from past to present to future in this love? I am, I was, I feel, I will, you are. All things that fit right in my arms. I've lost it all. The ability to see the hideous and call it horrendous. My tongue is unable to curve that way. Where did I put it away? Your hate, your dismay, your future love, your mate. I use to be able to see the face, that wasn't me. The face that makes you happy. Now I can't see past me.  P...