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Waiting On a Flock Of Eagles

Birds of a feather Flock together I've never seen a flock of eagles What a sight A bird's eye view of life  Of all the shoes even the ones that ain't the right size but Eagles are hunters they use a width span to see where the food is Whenever you do things alone I can see how you have to get it on your own eyes peered on delicious things but they keep calling everything stolen Rabbits viewed so innocently  The eagle preys and they call that the food chain the eagle died to preserve the health of  the small beast  eating the vegetables  Eating all the green I figure life alone from so high up  makes you dance a different set of morals the beauty of the gathering  a sight to see but   Bald Eagle spread not your wings or they will run instead, pick a tree farther than little eyes can see and breath take in the summer breeze winter breeze autumn leaves springing forth a beautiful thing a...

Fresh mouth, Pretty teeth

Pretty teeth Keep them clean  Pretty smile  Pretty things Behind a pretty smile Beautiful Mind Behind it all a bunch of lies I lie to myself all the time When I say it's okay Okay is a word that puts a bandaid on  the feelings that resurface  on the surface my face still beams with lights so bright they blind behind the fade a fist that punches and kicks  like boots made for steel ready to fight at mercy's will I will fight back tears I will fight back black tears my white tears my colored tears my water is mine I get to keep my water after you have taken my love  taken my vulnerability  taken the best in me and left me with lackluster looks I get to keep my water I will keep my water To drink the salt of my wounds To drink the fresh of my tongue To wash my hole To wash my holes  because when you testify to say I'm insane when you tell them about the crazy girl you laid with yo...
Friend, do you remember when you had a healer for a boyfriend? He would want you to cry for him but all you could do was smile for him You wanted him to stop making everything right for you  To see your ugly truth the way you see you You would twist like a pretzel  Step on his mind just so he would run from you We talked about that daddy bruise The weak sensations you saw your mother through how your eyes reflect what you wish she would do You told me, eat my mango matter of fact eat spicy fruit I disliked the word, Mareno so it took me a while Instead, I found some band-aids for his mind he liked the brown kind Do you still look like a vampire? He always loves that side of you The part not afraid to bite him when he is sarcastic and a bit rude He still thinks of you I know he does  My voicemail is full just like I'm used to I heard your booty grew  I heard you miss me too I finally ate Mexican food Ate bad gyal food Loved...

Palm of Tears

As surely as time has pass  My tears become yours Place them in your right hand  Tell me when the salt starts to burn those are the tears that hurt  Don't forget when your hands clap together Rather it is to pray  or Beg  or in approval of what's said Insecure is the cause of most tears Tears of laughter taste sweet  They are the heart screaming in approval of what the eyes finally can see but insecure  is something leaving a place it fits perfectly in It can sometimes lead to a bigger place  only when the truth has hit it a chemical is released  it makes complexity out of chaos  like whispering, I love you into water then let the temperature drop the water will not forget the love instead, the ice will make something new out of it. snowflakes that change with every drop When your tears are not for me I know I won't say a word  I'll let them flow  because when snow falls no one c...

Say a little prayer for you...

The record plays Inside these dark tones my Sun Ray's A prayer May the powers that be protect you and love you unconditionally May the lessons  learned never burn but propel  you forward May little prayers add up to daily affirmations May small conversations make bigger thoughts May your ego never grow so your mind continues to expand May you find helping hands In the morning I wake up I'm not one for makeup But I'll say a little prayer for you because you need me to You seem to need someone to pray for you Laugh for you Smile for you But here is a secret I pray no one does it for you I pray life tickles you till your cheeks hurt I pray your silence brings an amazing amount of peace and even an endless amount of love Not the kind you know but the kind that's been locked away Like the type rapunzel hides Or the princes find Even though it's no storybook life I pray someone cuts your dragon's head off if he isn't as nice as Jake long I...

My baby too

This car seat never had more heat then the day I had to sit in it even though it wasn't me This the first time I've seen real tears in your eyes I never wanted to see you cry Too strong and our friendship too open for too long To hit the lock on car doors but for you sure I will hit the click on my seatbelt and let you use me to explain in every way as a man, it is not okay to hurt this way but I'm here for you Tell me if you thought the color was pink or blue I'll hug your way through because the words "it would be my baby too" seem to beatbox on your lips and my dear I'll play the witch so you can say all the things you want to say because grief works both ways You do get a say so in the way it hurts I'll sit in the hot seat even if I didn't heat it up Because who am I not to allow you this the chance to finally scream "that bitch" I'll hug you after I can tell your lips have been burning with it "it's ...

Best Friend

Best friend I used to think I had best friends People that knew me well I didn't know me well enough I didn't know it was possible to have enough Enough of half love Enough of half of anything  I could eat half a pizza and feel great again Rhyme O I think I love to do that  but recently I realize nope I am just full of it Full of words that hug together like a chainlink I am full of words I have also been full of action Lately, I have put away action Put away all the things I thought I love Like passion I had too much I am powered with nothing  Nothing but what I am  Energy, Different types of energy  I have been putting a reservoir of energy away For someone amazing I'm not too sure who it is  But I learn more and more every day I am by far more than I perceived. I am love. Something still being defined something always finding new meaning

"Better man than my father..."

He said," I'm a better man than my father" She said, "I can't tell." He said, "He ain't shit" She replied, "You are the shit" He said, " I know" She knows  She knows that there isn't much of a difference  just a list of things you want to see differently. Like the little things you wish he did for your mom  The fact that you stay around hoping he will come around All the little ways you appreciate your mom  Even when he seems to forget the meaning of her name but she knows you are the same you forgot to forgive him for being human for being less than a perfect man  even when the blemishes in you make you a less than a perfect man  you hate him so much you forget to accept her for who she is for all the flaws and blame she is willing to give but will not take Like it's always his fault in your face it shows  the tight eyebrows whenever you go to that place You still believe yo...