Conscience

Conscience
Con-Science
Is it possible?
I want to meet him 
The man whose mind is full of theory 
So I may lick his frontal lobs 
It was beyond the time 
to create orgasm in a man's mind
before lifting his manhood to the size
To activate his left and right side with logic and creation 
If I have bitten the fruit 
apple of your eye 
you have kissed the juice one hundred times
I have picked a plum on the nights you lack bone 
given sour a new home 
Chemistry 
A changing release of chemicals caused in reactions of natural and unnatural circumstances
Magnesium 
To clean out the things before me that have not left your belly 
You can not eat what your tummy will not taste
Do not touch a plate
First base 
Speak your mind so you may eat what you say 
Leave them nowhere near my face until you are sure 
Of a certain degree that your chemical is not a venom in heat
Repeat it with the image of what you love the most
is an image of something you do not know
Probably not 
what do you know when the heat is 
A hotspot 
Not to be spread in your coldest shadows 
Taking dark matter
creating a light that may enter into the atmosphere 
Do you care?
If I read in your ear 
Neuroscience says It's how I am clear 
Intimacy is in the ear 
intimacy is in the air
Can I make your mind vibrate like your ear, air, heir?
Till we have passed Care 
the exit where you see a new reflection of yourself
Same face, same eyes, same hands, tight thighs
tell me why?
Why is it crazy to anyone?
That love knows everyone 
Even when they can't say its name
Even when they use it in the vein 
When it has kissed your veins?
When it forgave your mistakes?
When it hung on your lack of many things?
Draped in your shame
The skin you think it hard to carry 
Merry 
Marry 
Mary 
Tear not your eyes 
For what water taste may change
What will remain?
A glass of the transparent truth
How clean, dirty, how true.
Water and UV rays do a dance I watch too often
 A gossip of who hurt who
They lying too
Guess what he gave her after he was sucking on you know who
He cried but he pushed through
She wouldn't understand how much I do
drop the temp
freeze 
pause
look close again 
tell her you too
 love her before it drains
body dripping 
she didn't feel a thing
erasing the pain.
Science 
My theory 
A man belittled but a drunk wife
Taken advantage of by life 
Found a way to understand why
Stricken with motivation 
Alienation 
and the love of something far from his eyes
Finds his compass of where he may find it 
In it, his dismayed showed  
things he thought did bad 
he saw no good 
and till this very day 
We don't really know what's good?
I will let my weeds grow in my yard 
My trees bend with the wind
Do a little earthing again
light a fire 
drink my water and remember to grin
because happiness is indeed a sustainable chemical
just discreet 
Can't be measured in feet 
Or inches 
But when it hits 
It will leave traces in the memory bank 
Causing an outflow of gratitude 
For all the things someone has done for you
Say it like you mean it 
Tell me who you think is not on your side
Happiness will tell you why










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