Gamble

When all the luck fails 
Gamble
Today I looked down to see if my heart was okay
Gamble
Life is a gamble
Sometimes simple seems uncomfortable
I haven't seen simple
I haven't seen it in a while 
I don't think it likes my style
I usually stay single 
I don't want to hurt nobody's child
I'm too in love with smiles
I function differently 
Man say's pain makes you alive
Someone let him borrow a womb for a while
Adrenaline hit different when you have the capacity to birth a child
Would you make them the same?
Your thoughts left in the pink matter
ready to bring to life the deeper parts of your mind
Dear bring forth a child that smiles
Adventures and hugs
that styles their insecurities until those eyes reflect back
beauty and love 
Be cautious to define love 
how it changes suddenly or swiftly 
slow and incognito 
the capacity of their hands can bring forth or tear it down 
that power starts as a child 
life is a gamble but a lesson I've learned
Never to take your chances with love 
because when it is gone 
it is gone 
and time waits not even for love 
for in an instant 
it will not exist 
what's left is the physical form
empty of the thoughts you put forth
Vessels 
oh what a time
To fill a vessel with love
a unique remedy for everyone
caps still on 
one funnel
it will take much time
To blend together the perfection 
That fills the cracks of imperfections
Is it in your eyes yet
Or do you still need a little silence. 

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