To do or not

To see it in the gaze
A maze of all the pebbles of love 
Was the game 
Never too often played 
Amazing to see
Love a launch pad 
Only to bounce off the insecurities
If ever brave
To walk the key to the door 
That opened up much more 
To see a (more)
Leave well enough alone 
Till it is fully grown 
Never whisper to it 
Home 
For even those are quick to go in a maze.

Run 
Like the sentence never really said
Never fully written
Like the ticking 
To itch for much more 
Twitch 
Allow it not to twitch 
To give consistent stream to it 
Like water in a settlement 
I learned even elements
Prefered never to reflect it
I will refrain from reflecting it and allow it to tell me finally
The choosen keep their place
And the calm is much more than taking up your place 
But leaving grace 
Grace what a taste it has been to never truly win with truth 
I'll choose a lie 
Everyone has love on the inside.


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