When all the luck fails Gamble Today I looked down to see if my heart was okay Gamble Life is a gamble Sometimes simple seems uncomfortable I haven't seen simple I haven't seen it in a while I don't think it likes my style I usually stay single I don't want to hurt nobody's child I'm too in love with smiles I function differently Man say's pain makes you alive Someone let him borrow a womb for a while Adrenaline hit different when you have the capacity to birth a child Would you make them the same? Your thoughts left in the pink matter ready to bring to life the deeper parts of your mind Dear bring forth a child that smiles Adventures and hugs that styles their insecurities until those eyes reflect back beauty and love Be cautious to define love how it changes suddenly or swiftly slow and incognito the capacity of their hands can bring forth or tear it down that power starts as a...
He said," I'm a better man than my father" She said, "I can't tell." He said, "He ain't shit" She replied, "You are the shit" He said, " I know" She knows She knows that there isn't much of a difference just a list of things you want to see differently. Like the little things you wish he did for your mom The fact that you stay around hoping he will come around All the little ways you appreciate your mom Even when he seems to forget the meaning of her name but she knows you are the same you forgot to forgive him for being human for being less than a perfect man even when the blemishes in you make you a less than a perfect man you hate him so much you forget to accept her for who she is for all the flaws and blame she is willing to give but will not take Like it's always his fault in your face it shows the tight eyebrows whenever you go to that place You still believe yo...
Pretty teeth Keep them clean Pretty smile Pretty things Behind a pretty smile Beautiful Mind Behind it all a bunch of lies I lie to myself all the time When I say it's okay Okay is a word that puts a bandaid on the feelings that resurface on the surface my face still beams with lights so bright they blind behind the fade a fist that punches and kicks like boots made for steel ready to fight at mercy's will I will fight back tears I will fight back black tears my white tears my colored tears my water is mine I get to keep my water after you have taken my love taken my vulnerability taken the best in me and left me with lackluster looks I get to keep my water I will keep my water To drink the salt of my wounds To drink the fresh of my tongue To wash my hole To wash my holes because when you testify to say I'm insane when you tell them about the crazy girl you laid with yo...